Soul Searching

I've tried time after time with the verbal embraces/

Physical disconnect makes it harder to face it/

She ain't a monster, the substance talkin’/

Angered in withdrawal, it's dug claws in/

Walkin’ in the rain to regain that companion/

It wants her a slave till the dance is done/

That same old song keeps playing/

And those painful throbs keep her craving/

The escape from abuse as the wrath rains down/

To make her regret every hour that it ain't around/

Lays her down till the lesson is learned/

Fixed on the ground till refreshing the burn/

Chase away illness in the toxic arms/

Of this liquefied pimp causing bodily harm/

But I stand on the outskirts of this tango/

Waiting for her to come home and let the pain close/

The message rests in the bottle till she can see the bottom/

Leave the desolate and hollow to seize another option/

Caught in a maze, searching for a way out/

The key showed a mirror reflection that wouldn't fade out/





Her soul's searching, for comfort in the skin she stays/

Finding vital whole purpose, reunite the estranged/

Wounds scarred over, don't regret the remains/

Fore experience's teachings are essential to change/





Pleasure gravitates an insane tug/

Chasing the dragon, her pain and love fit the same glove/

Intertwined in tangles for domination/

The endless paradox alleviating complication/

Disrupts my inner constellation when approximating/

Pursue fleeing love, or deteriorate waiting/

Questions racing, love held dearly fell severely/

Angst riddling torture the mouth of fear breeds/

Demons pulled her strings in a ventriloquist act/

Summoned the dementor's kiss, consumed in opaque black/

I stay in tact knowing she can make it back/

Rise like a phoenix from ash, leaving the past/

We cancel the noise that manipulates opinion/

To transmit a voice that re-situates with wisdom/

From the depths of conflict and webs that constrict/

Turning received logic, to steps that’ll lift/





Part of soul searching, for comfort in the skin we stay/

Finding vital whole purpose, reunite the estranged/

Wounds scarred over, don't regret the remains/

Fore experience's teachings are essential to change/